today i cleaned the holy-shit out of my room. simply put, i really went to town. i moved all the items i don’t regularly use out. i also leaned out my closet.
it feels good to be free.
by the end of the day i was pooped. rest felt good. i’ve still been avoiding something though. goal setting. sitting down with myself and peering into a dream of the future scares me. i hold my breath every time i think about it. but i just realized something. though i’ve been avoiding the actual writing part, i have been thinking about it. catching a glimpse of some of the faces i want in my life. watching a few scenes which whisper the qualities that make the man i want to be. it’s still murky but tomorrow morning i will write. i will wake up at 0730 and go through this exercise. and then i will take a step forward.
p.s. thanks for texting when you posted chase. i SO forgot about posting today. for some reason i was logging yesterday’s post as having fulfilled today’s requirement. note to self: set alarm at 2200 to trigger a blog post check.
love you universe