problems

mark manson would say, “what are the problems you want?” often we play the movie of what we want in our heads but do so absent all the problems that come with said dream.  instead reflect on the problems i’d most enjoy having…

clawing.

nearly divested i grab hold of just enough. thanks for being consistent chase. zoo as well. i’ll return the favor shortly.

 

i love u all.

easy

that’s the problem.
i always want it too easy.

now i feel the price of that.

 think past short term gratification.

that’s the only way i’ll be satisfied now.

darn it!

i missed one. pure memory. >_<

i have a daily alarm set at 2200 to check but i suppose an am reminder would do some good as well. done!

 

you almost escaped…

you almost got away, you sly post you.
i wrote more on my goals but i’m not all the way there…

i linked w/ tony robbins and decided they should be SMART goals: specific. measurable. attainable. realistic. time-frame.

i have two so far….moar soon. issa process. and i’ll keep chipping away 😊

reset.

today i cleaned the holy-shit out of my room. simply put, i really went to town. i  moved all the items i don’t regularly use out. i also leaned out my closet.

it feels good to be free.

by the end of the day i was pooped. rest felt good. i’ve still been avoiding something though. goal setting. sitting down with myself and peering into a dream of the future scares me. i hold my breath every time i think about it. but i just realized something. though i’ve been avoiding the actual writing part, i have been thinking about it. catching a glimpse of some of the faces i want in my life. watching a few scenes which whisper the qualities that make the man i want to be. it’s still murky but tomorrow morning i will write. i will wake up at 0730 and go through this exercise. and then i will take a step forward.

 

p.s. thanks for texting when you posted chase. i SO forgot about posting today. for some reason i was logging yesterday’s post as having fulfilled today’s requirement. note to self: set alarm at 2200 to trigger a blog post check.

love you universe
~nai

we’re back!

chasey-boo and i are returning to daily posts today. issa good feeling. for myself, today (and tomorrow) primarily revolve around keeping house: laundry, listing and reconnecting with all projects in the pipeline, blog (☑), work on dreaming/journaling/reflecting on my future (aka goal setting), and last but not least updating my expense report & budget for the month.